Nikki... Its time

"I have no expectations...only control over how I want to feel, so no matter what happens...I'll have a great time"....these were the final few words of Shilow heading towards her deathbed. And I know it takes a long to realise this...a way too long than we could probably imagine. But the fact is U don't have to. Don't make the way for happiness such difficult. After these last few days I've realised that happiness doesn't not have a source it's a belief. U have to believe that everything happens for good and U'll see it happening. U have to believe that only u are ur favorite companion and U'll then start enjoying your company and that's a great feeling mark my words.

Secondly
U've to believe that those who are with U are the best U can ever have, becoz THEY REALLY ARE...this I should not mention U know it already...U've to believe that some bhatakti aatmayein only exist as example of what to avoid and let it happen..don't cease em from coming they teach U new things everyday...and keep it in mind that Almighty see everyone and everything happening around U and s/he knows that U're are not wrong, U never were and U never will be, u were just deviated...and look U are there again
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and lastly believe that future have tons and tons and tons of surprises for you you just have to keep going and keep opening them one by one every day with a smile on face and the gratitude deep inside your heart for those who are with you and will always be for those who are teaching you new lessons every day.


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